Write before my birthday coming

my birthday is coming soon. 3 hours and a half more. i don't feel excited at all. i'm getting old one more year now. is there a red birthday party happen tomorrow? no i guess. haha... i feel so quiet here. only me and my husband. no family and friends. anyways, i'm a happy women. i know my husband try to do the best for me. he ask me everyday what do i want for birthday? haha...  i also don't know what do i want from him? haha... i think to be with him is everything for me.